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i despise this livejournal. im getting a new one.
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[26 Sep 2005|01:15am] |
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i can not sleep tonight. its just not happening.
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| not a good day |
[23 Sep 2005|11:25pm] |
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saosin - translating the name |
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at all.
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[20 Aug 2005|04:04pm] |
yeah can't you hear my motor heart? you're the one who startteeeddd itt
i fucking love the foo fighters. <3
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| i guess i haven't updated in a while |
[10 Aug 2005|08:38am] |
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the juliana theory - we're on the top of the world |
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so i'm 16 today. yay! ^_^ i love birthdays
my parents are yelling at each other in the other room. i don't understand why.
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[28 Jun 2005|02:47am] |
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beloved - death to traiters |
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| i love kelly |
[26 Jun 2005|08:41am] |
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Spoon - Lines in the Suit |
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this morning my sister came into my room and was like "would you like a mocha or caramel?" and she was holding two coffees so i picked the mocha and she set it on my desk and is like "okay you have to get up to get it"
getting up took effort, but it tasted damn good. yay! i love my sister
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| for the sake of boredom |
[23 Jun 2005|08:11am] |
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Bloc Party - Banquet |
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the quiz on donna's page:
You are...(looks) [ ] tall [x] in between [ ] short
[ ] blonde [ ] redhead [x] brunette [ ] black
[ ] blue-eyed [ ] brown-eyed [x] green-eyed [ ] hazel eyed [ ] gold eyed [ ] grey eyed [ ] yellow eyed
[ ] glasses [ ] contacts [ ] change colors [x] nothing.
[ ] braces - used to [ ] freckles [ ] piercings [ ] tatoos
[ ] long hair [ ] short hair [x] med. Hair
Your nationality includes... [ ] filipino [ ] indian [ ] taiwanese [ ] japanese [ ] hispanic [ ] nicoya [ ] puerto rican [ ] chicana [ ] italian [x] scottish [ ] chinese [ ] dutch [ ] french [x] german [x] irish [ ] greek [ ] portuguese [ ] swiss [ ] polish [ ] korean [ ] jamacian [ ] canadian [ ] lithuanian [ ] Native American [ ] Russian [ ] Ukrainian [x] British [ ] African American [ ] Scandanavian [ ] Other - Persian [x] I don't even know all of them D=
Your favorite color(s) are? [ ] red [x] pink [ ] yellow [ ] black [x] green [ ] blue [ ] white [ ] silver [x] purple [ ] brown [ ] orange
Some things you have done? [x] playing in the mud [x] playing music [x] hiking [x] kayaking [x] camping [ ] horseback riding [ ] marching band [ ] gymnastics [ ] ballet
Your personality is sometimes... [x] annoying [x] talkative [x] shy [x] funny [x] serious [ ] bubbly [x] spazzy [x] fun loving [x] laid back [x] strict [x] hyper [x] weird
The music you like is? [ ] rap. [x] rock [x] pop [ ] country [ ] hip hop - YOU ALREADY SAID RAP, YOU DIMWIT. [ ] r&b [ ] slow jams [x] Christian rock [ ] classical [x] indie [x] techno [ ] oldies [x] the 80s [x] PUNK [ ] Metal [ ] reggae [ ] Goth [ ] Latin [x] emo [ ] other
The pets you have are? [ ] cat [x] dog [ ] lizard [ ] rat [ ] ferret [ ] rabbit [ ] fish [ ] Bird [ ] other
Clothes you like to wear are? [ ] plain tshirts [x] sweatshirts (zip down hoodies) [ ] stockings [ ] high heels [ ] boots [x] sneakers [x] jeans [x] pj pants [x] boxers [ ] underwear/thongs/boy shorts or booty shorts [ ] dress shirts [ ] dresses [ ] mini skirts [ ] skorts [ ] polos [ ] med. skirts [ ] long skirts [ ] watches (dont believe in "watches") [ ] necklace [ ] hoop earring(s) [ ] toe socks [ ] flip flops [ ] halter tops [ ] stilletos [x] band shirts [x] shorts [x] sunglasses
How do you like to wear your hair? [x] down & straight [ ] ponytail [ ] pigtails [ ] messy bun [ ] half ponytail [ ] scrunched/curly [ ] bun [ ] crimped [ ] with a bandana [ ] French braids [ ] lots of little braids [ ] Gel [ ] hat [x] messy hot hair [ ] mohawk [ ] other
You're mostly labeled as? [ ] goth [x] emo [ ] prep [x] punk [ ] hippie [ ] nerd [ ] ditzy [ ] hyper [ ] happy [ ] jock [ ] wigger [ ] everything [ ] I hate labels! I'm just me!!! [ ] i have no idea [x] band dork
You eat? [ ] dessert! [x] no meat [ ] diet stuff [x] healthy foods [ ] junk foods [x] a lot of carbs [ ] lots of meat [x] salad [ ] seafood
A typical friday night... [ ] mall with your friends [ ] partying [ ] watching movies [ ] going to the club [ ] staying home [ ] babysitting and getting $$ [x] hanging out w/ my friends [ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend [ ] working while your friends are out having fun [ ] My friday nights aren't typical. I don't really have a routine. [x] skate [ ] church
Currently you are... [ ] in a realationship [x] single [x] crushing [ ] single and looking for someone [ ] just broke up :'( [ ] none of the above [ ] don't want to share
Online, you use: [ ] lol [ ] sup [ ] =D [ ] lmao [x] stfu [ ] ty [x] jk [ ] ttyl [ ] gtg [ ] ^^ [ ] T_T [ ] x_x [x] ^_^ [ ] ^///^
Did you like this survey? [ ] yeah [x] no! [ ] it was ok [x] it was something to do
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[01 Jun 2005|07:01am] |
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Jets To Brazil - You're The One I want |
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i woke up in a quite good mood this morning. and went to bed in a good mood, too. strange, considering i had a bad day yesterday. whatever cheered me up?
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| how to be awkward: |
[29 May 2005|10:46pm] |
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Hopesfall - End Of An Era |
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So I just got back from seeing The Longest Yard. It was pretty funny, nothing special, typical of Adam Sandler. Me and John met up with these chicks that I guess he knows and stuff and the movie theater was so packed that we all had to squeeze into three chairs. Unfortunately the chick who was next to me was like mega uber slut so she decided she was cold and made me put my arm around her for like an hour. Yeah uh, nice meeting you too. Most awkward thing ever. Girls that are overly-forward and aggessive scare me. But apparently she does it with all guys, so phew I'm just another guy to her. Awkward. Anyway, yeah. Today was kind of dumb, nothing good really happened. And now I smell like an 8th grade girl. I hate my life.
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| Tonight we are all in |
[28 May 2005|11:23am] |
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Emanuel - Dislocated |
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So yesterday after school I walked to De Anza Park and met up with Claire, Julia, Sarah, Fiona and Taryn. I think that's everyone, I don't know. Basically I was the only guy which would be a scary experience in most cases, but they are just too uberskatastic like that so it wasn't scary at all. Twas awesome. For a while I just sat around listening to Claire's ipod then we went on the swings then I think we just went from sitting to swinging over again until we went to starbucks and smart & final where I started to really wish that I didn't have my heavy backpack with me and that I wasn't sick. I was exhausted by the end, but nonetheless I had lots of fun and it was one of my favorite Friday's of the year. Claire unintentionally stole my belt. Silly girl.
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| Tuesdays With Morrie |
[26 May 2005|01:31pm] |
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"Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says.
The tension of opposites?
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you knew it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. A tension of opposities, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.
"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which side wins, I ask?
"Which side wins?"
He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.
"Love wins. Love always wins."
A passage from Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom that resonates with me. I just got it today from the library, because I'm sick and need to do something and it's required reading in Cheli's class. So i started reading it and I'm on page 41 right now. Good book, thus far.
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| The skateboard accident continues to haunt me |
[17 May 2005|09:45am] |
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Most people know that when I was about 8 I got in an accident on my skateboard and chipped two of my teeth. Now I'm 15 and that same freaking accident is still haunting me.
So I just got back from the dentist, and they whitened the one tooth I have that was darkened from a root canal I had. So that's better now, but the problem is that when I chipped my teeth by falling, I fucked up the development of a bunch of other teeth and if I don't have this certain 4 hour+ appointment then my teeth are always going to be a little weird. The appointment costs a ridiculous amount, too. The bright side is that by the end of it, my teeth are going to look perfect. BUT, its still a pain in the ass and i wish my teeth were just perfect without such a visit to the dentist. -.-
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| happy mothers day |
[08 May 2005|01:54pm] |
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norma jean |
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ah. life is good, even though it's still putting strain on my nerves.
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| Dream |
[30 Apr 2005|05:27pm] |
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Emanuel - The Willing |
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last night i had a dream that i died and went to heaven. you dont know how completely real it felt, it was ridiculous. i was 100% sure that i was dead. i had been in a car crash and died instantly. during the last part of the dream, my mind began to question such a scenario, and i started going through all the things that i would be missing. at this point, i surprised myself. i actually woke up. the first thought that went through my mind when i got up was "what? im alive?" it was such a realistic feeling dream, i couldn't believe it. it made me realize that i can't be wasting my time on earth, though. i don't want to regret things in heaven.
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[27 Apr 2005|06:38am] |
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hopesfall - icarus |
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my dad just called me "honey"
wtf
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| New livejournal. |
[25 Oct 2004|10:38pm] |
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Mogwai - Killing All The Flies |
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Hopefully you will gain some insight into my insanity by reading this journal.
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