See You In The Shallows

new livejournal

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 04:27:57 GMT

http://www.livejournal.com/users/_mylagoldberg_/

please be my friend. i know that on this livejournal, i didn't comment very often and didn't post very often either but my lazy ways are going to be changed. <3

hi.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 22:12:32 GMT

i despise this livejournal. im getting a new one.

wow

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 08:15:48 GMT

i can not sleep tonight. its just not happening.

not a good day

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 06:29:39 GMT

at all.

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 23:04:51 GMT

yeah can't you hear my motor heart?
you're the one who startteeeddd itt

i fucking love the foo fighters. <3

i guess i haven't updated in a while

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 15:41:56 GMT

so i'm 16 today. yay! ^_^ i love birthdays

my parents are yelling at each other in the other room. i don't understand why.

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 09:48:24 GMT

Boys Night Out is writing your life story! You may
sound like a sweet child, but you're really a
ticking time bomb. a sharp tongue with a knack
for making people love you with your infectious
charm.

Which Band Is Writing Your Life's Story?
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i love kelly

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 15:44:50 GMT

this morning my sister came into my room and was like "would you like a mocha or caramel?" and she was holding two coffees so i picked the mocha and she set it on my desk and is like "okay you have to get up to get it"

getting up took effort, but it tasted damn good. yay! i love my sister

for the sake of boredom

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 15:23:21 GMT

the quiz on donna's page:

You are...(looks)
[ ] tall
[x] in between
[ ] short

[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[x] brunette
[ ] black

[ ] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[x] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed
[ ] yellow eyed

[ ] glasses
[ ] contacts
[ ] change colors
[x] nothing.

[ ] braces - used to
[ ] freckles
[ ] piercings
[ ] tatoos

[ ] long hair
[ ] short hair
[x] med. Hair

Your nationality includes...
[ ] filipino
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[x] scottish
[ ] chinese
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[x] german
[x] irish
[ ] greek
[ ] portuguese
[ ] swiss
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] Native American
[ ] Russian
[ ] Ukrainian
[x] British
[ ] African American
[ ] Scandanavian
[ ] Other - Persian
[x] I don't even know all of them D=

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[x] pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] black
[x] green
[ ] blue
[ ] white
[ ] silver
[x] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange

Some things you have done?
[x] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[x] hiking
[x] kayaking
[x] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] ballet

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] annoying
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is?
[ ] rap.
[x] rock
[x] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hip hop - YOU ALREADY SAID RAP, YOU DIMWIT.
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[x] Christian rock
[ ] classical
[x] indie
[x] techno
[ ] oldies
[x] the 80s
[x] PUNK
[ ] Metal
[ ] reggae
[ ] Goth
[ ] Latin
[x] emo
[ ] other

The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] Bird
[ ] other

Clothes you like to wear are?
[ ] plain tshirts
[x] sweatshirts (zip down hoodies)
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[ ] boots
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pj pants
[x] boxers
[ ] underwear/thongs/boy shorts or booty shorts
[ ] dress shirts
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[ ] skorts
[ ] polos
[ ] med. skirts
[ ] long skirts
[ ] watches (dont believe in "watches")
[ ] necklace
[ ] hoop earring(s)
[ ] toe socks
[ ] flip flops
[ ] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[x] band shirts
[x] shorts
[x] sunglasses

How do you like to wear your hair?
[x] down & straight
[ ] ponytail
[ ] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[ ] half ponytail
[ ] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] hat
[x] messy hot hair
[ ] mohawk
[ ] other

You're mostly labeled as?
[ ] goth
[x] emo
[ ] prep
[x] punk
[ ] hippie
[ ] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[ ] jock
[ ] wigger
[ ] everything
[ ] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[ ] i have no idea
[x] band dork

You eat?
[ ] dessert!
[x] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods
[ ] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[ ] lots of meat
[x] salad
[ ] seafood

A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[ ] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[ ] staying home
[ ] babysitting and getting $$
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun
[ ] My friday nights aren't typical. I don't really have a routine.
[x] skate
[ ] church

Currently you are...
[ ] in a realationship
[x] single
[x] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up :'(
[ ] none of the above
[ ] don't want to share

Online, you use:
[ ] lol
[ ] sup
[ ] =D
[ ] lmao
[x] stfu
[ ] ty
[x] jk
[ ] ttyl
[ ] gtg
[ ] ^^
[ ] T_T
[ ] x_x
[x] ^_^
[ ] ^///^

Did you like this survey?
[ ] yeah
[x] no!
[ ] it was ok
[x] it was something to do

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 14:04:43 GMT

i woke up in a quite good mood this morning. and went to bed in a good mood, too. strange, considering i had a bad day yesterday. whatever cheered me up?

how to be awkward:

Mon, 30 May 2005 05:52:43 GMT

So I just got back from seeing The Longest Yard. It was pretty funny, nothing special, typical of Adam Sandler. Me and John met up with these chicks that I guess he knows and stuff and the movie theater was so packed that we all had to squeeze into three chairs. Unfortunately the chick who was next to me was like mega uber slut so she decided she was cold and made me put my arm around her for like an hour. Yeah uh, nice meeting you too. Most awkward thing ever. Girls that are overly-forward and aggessive scare me. But apparently she does it with all guys, so phew I'm just another guy to her. Awkward. Anyway, yeah. Today was kind of dumb, nothing good really happened. And now I smell like an 8th grade girl. I hate my life.

Tonight we are all in

Sat, 28 May 2005 18:33:42 GMT

So yesterday after school I walked to De Anza Park and met up with Claire, Julia, Sarah, Fiona and Taryn. I think that's everyone, I don't know. Basically I was the only guy which would be a scary experience in most cases, but they are just too uberskatastic like that so it wasn't scary at all. Twas awesome. For a while I just sat around listening to Claire's ipod then we went on the swings then I think we just went from sitting to swinging over again until we went to starbucks and smart & final where I started to really wish that I didn't have my heavy backpack with me and that I wasn't sick. I was exhausted by the end, but nonetheless I had lots of fun and it was one of my favorite Friday's of the year. Claire unintentionally stole my belt. Silly girl.

Tuesdays With Morrie

Thu, 26 May 2005 20:35:56 GMT

"Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says.

The tension of opposites?

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you knew it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. A tension of opposities, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."

Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.

"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."

So which side wins, I ask?

"Which side wins?"

He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.

"Love wins. Love always wins."

A passage from Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom that resonates with me. I just got it today from the library, because I'm sick and need to do something and it's required reading in Cheli's class. So i started reading it and I'm on page 41 right now. Good book, thus far.

The skateboard accident continues to haunt me

Tue, 17 May 2005 16:52:49 GMT

Most people know that when I was about 8 I got in an accident on my skateboard and chipped two of my teeth. Now I'm 15 and that same freaking accident is still haunting me.

So I just got back from the dentist, and they whitened the one tooth I have that was darkened from a root canal I had. So that's better now, but the problem is that when I chipped my teeth by falling, I fucked up the development of a bunch of other teeth and if I don't have this certain 4 hour+ appointment then my teeth are always going to be a little weird. The appointment costs a ridiculous amount, too. The bright side is that by the end of it, my teeth are going to look perfect. BUT, its still a pain in the ass and i wish my teeth were just perfect without such a visit to the dentist. -.-

happy mothers day

Sun, 08 May 2005 20:53:47 GMT

ah. life is good, even though it's still putting strain on my nerves.

Dream

Sun, 01 May 2005 00:38:44 GMT

last night i had a dream that i died and went to heaven. you dont know how completely real it felt, it was ridiculous. i was 100% sure that i was dead. i had been in a car crash and died instantly. during the last part of the dream, my mind began to question such a scenario, and i started going through all the things that i would be missing. at this point, i surprised myself. i actually woke up. the first thought that went through my mind when i got up was "what? im alive?" it was such a realistic feeling dream, i couldn't believe it. it made me realize that i can't be wasting my time on earth, though. i don't want to regret things in heaven.

er..

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 13:40:05 GMT

my dad just called me "honey"

wtf

New livejournal.

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 05:41:01 GMT

Hopefully you will gain some insight into my insanity by reading this journal.